Baby i love you to death!!!

                                                                               Pain in my heart

 

More endless cries

More tears at nights

More grief of missing you from the days I felt sad

I don’t feel free when you’re not around

I don’t feel like myself when you’re not speaking to me.

Tie to chains of blue flames that burns my wrist as I weep

Red tears drops down from my face while crying and screaming inside.

This living dead life is not fun anymore.

I want to paint your soul with stars, moon, and tattoos like me.

 Wishing that you can have the dreams to memory me deep inside within the real me.

Every Time I’m far away from you.

I can feel my heart in fear that I’ll never be happy

I can feel my heart crushed with a my pain

I don’t want to live in fear to have you disappear.

I don’t want to know it’s over to see you around.

I ask myself is this what I want to live for the rest of my life?

Do I really want to spend my days in hell?

Weeping and saying your name I need you.

Where are you?

Too have my heart beats as if I am going to die?

How can I live without, without pain?

How Can I live without a smile on my face?

How can I live without your voice in my head?

How Can I live without you in my mind of my memories?

How can I without looking into your eyes?

Those beautiful memories I still remember.

I melt inside for seeing a unique person that is you.

Having you still in my life mean everything in my heart.

I hold onto the walls so I won’t fell on my feet from the beauty in your face.

I always feel happy to see you.

I always feel the enjoyment of memory of your smile

I always feel happy of dreaming you

Wishing that you would be in my life forever

Besides wishing that I would dream of you

Dream of us be happy to have love that not a dying rose.

And I weep in tears come down more to know it is just dream.

I do anything to have you back in my life.

Looking for vision to break the circle of fear of died alone

Looking for a vision to break the circle of fear of forgetting the good memories that made me feel like a person

Underneath this Cyanide life, I can be free from my pain.

Underneath it all I can be in your life forever

It will never to become

For I will always have this pain in my heart

Dream lovers

Sometimes in the night I want someone to get deeper into my life.

Always get the feeling that you’re going to meet someone so unforgettable.

Almost every night in a dream always together like non-stop lovers.

Like a vampire and a human with forbidden relation. The lust of skin touch on lips and face.

 Tongue roll on my face so sexy like a cat wanting attention.

 Holding together like two people meant to be together in more then a dream world.

 Looking at your new picture that is on my desktop made want to be a naughty sexy girl at you.

Going up and down on a pole with a blue corset.

 You carry me to the dark to make love.

 I want to dream of your hands touching my sand soft skin legs after going a the bathroom.

Fast kissing and my figures go through your hair. Taking off your button shirt without ripping.

Rasp my arms around your back while you’re kissing my neck.

Land on the bed with my skin scorched.

Our legs come together while we move to a different side of the bed.

Our blood is one. In reality, I see my reflection while in oblivion.

I do not see myself, but my dream lover doing the same thing that I’m doing.

 I want to take your hand and have you high in the sky.

 Where only vampires go fly in the night.

The dream I want for forever is a vision of us together till death do us part. 

I feel your blood scorching in my.You're passing on.Fangs that are

sharp as razors and flesh like the moon.In this dream I am kissing you with the emotion

not only for love, but for the blood to taste from a mortal like you.

There no blood bleeding from your mouth.

I have kill many mortals in their dreams but I could not kill you.

Does this mean we were meant to be together or

I can control myself?

Dreaming of you make me feel alive inside when I see

your face.

1.What kind of movie that you mosty watch?

2. Do you Watch porn?

3.Do you like to look at girls body?

4.Do you like treat girls like their nothing but a doll?

5.Did you ever buy someone a gift to show them that you like that person or other?

6.If you get marriged and your wife found out that you cheated on her, what will you do?

1.Do you like sk8ker boys or other?

2.Do you have or want a cell phone?

3.What kind a cell phone you have or want?

4.Have you ever had sex?

5.Prom or home coming?

6.If you ever see Ville with Jonna and you're in front of the crowd, what will you do?

7.Or if it just you and Ville and there is not a lot people around no people asking him question, What you would ask or tell him?

8.If Ville was in a vampire movie that like the same story in interview with the vampire movie, would you see it?

Eyes that shine like the moon. So bright. The touch, so warm. The smile so beatiful when he is happy. He is an angel from heaven. With white wings. She thinks about him day and night. Her eyes was green as gemstone. His lips look soft and smooth to touch and Kiss. Dreaming of the angel. He took her by the hand and she follow him in the path.

A kiss from a angel with black hair and beautiful eyes. There the kind of eyes that you can't stop looking at them. He never hurt a girl because he a angel. He not like other men treat the girls like dirt. He have warm and smooth touch. His kiss is never bitter. He fly into my arms and he give you a kiss on the face. she cries when she don't see him for days and days. And when he comes to her she feels happy.

1.What is your favorite sex spot?

2.Why?

3.What is your favorite season to do it?

4.What is your favorite spot that someone is kissing you?

5.Have you ever seen a movie that show people acting like they're having sex?

6.What was the name of the movie?

7.Who do you want to do it with?

8.Do you want to have kids?

9.If no, Why do you don't want kids?

10.Boy or girl?

11.What will their names will be?

12.Would you do it with a rockstar?

13.If it was just you and the person that you desire and you're alone together in a room what will you do?

1.Did you seen x-men3?

2.What is your favorite charcter that you want to be?

3.Why?

4.Who else is hot?someone from school.

5.What is your favorite t.v. show?not just south park.

6.What is your favorite dish?

7.What is yuor favorite dirnk?

8.Do you want to get a tattoo?

9.What it will be?

10.Did you seen father's day?

11.Do you ever want to get a eye brow pireced?

12.What kind a instrument that you play?

13.What kind insturment that you want to play in the furture?

14.In your dreams do you dream of Ville or the furture?

15.Did you ever seen The Lost Boys?

16.What is your favorite H.I.M. video?

17.In  the album of system of a down do you like that one song called she's like heroin?

18.Do you like aiden?

19.Do you like that one song from aiden die romanectic?

20.Do you think Johnny Depp is hot?

21.Who is your desire?Not just Ville.

22.If you're a smoker do you smoke weed?

23.what color do you think you should  do your hair?

24.Do you love shopping at hottopic?

25.Hvae you been kiss?

26.If you never had sex where would you have it at?

Last night i dream of Ville and Bam.And it start with this:I was at my middle school classroom and in the classroom was me, my 8 grade mathe teacher, Bam, and Ville.The teacher put a math problem on the black board.The math problem was p24 add p24.Ville said T was the anwer.I said i knew i knew it was right.I did not remember what happen after that.I never hearthat kind math problem in my life.

When i was a 9th grader i went on a trip to mackinac island.There was more than 30 people came to the trip.I bring some money to buy something.I bought two items.I got a dragon ring and a wolf necklet.The wolf necklet did not came with a chain.We stay at the island for three days and two nights.I almost drwomed in the pool and a boy save me.On the second day i had a good dinner with my friends from school.Me and my friends from school was like a family.

I was born on a sunday and i was asleep all day and awake all night.My mom try to make go to sleep when she first got me in this world.I was like a vampire baby.

The other night i dream of ville agin.And its start with this:I was in a bookstore and i was looking for a book and i found book that has picture of ville symbol  on the back of the book and on the front  was ville on the book.I look at the book closer it look like a childern book because it had the abc on it.

I had a draem of ville and it's start with this:I was in city and i walk across the street and then i see ville in a truck.

Every wednesday i go to a program that called alternatives for girls.But for sort is afg.Sometime i go there on saturday.But on the 25th we learn about medical aspects.They were talking HIV and other things.I whan to get a tattoo of a heartagram.But I have fear that the needle will be dirty.And my other fear is taking my blood away.I hate it when they have to do that because you can feel that blood coming out of your arm.

Today I have to take a damn test. We can use our notes if we have it i had my notes.But damn there was not much people in lunch room or in class today.We have the final since wednesday and take the test was on Thursday and Friday.