Baby i love you to death!!!

                                                                               Pain in my heart

More endless cries

More tears at nights

More grief of missing you from the days I felt sad

I don’t feel free when you’re not around

I don’t feel like myself when you’re not speaking to me.

Tie to chains of blue flames that burns my wrist as I weep

Red tears drops down from my face while crying and screaming inside.

This living dead life is not fun anymore.

I want to paint your soul with stars, moon, and tattoos like me.

 Wishing that you can have the dreams to memory me deep inside within the real me.

Every Time I’m far away from you.

I can feel my heart in fear that I’ll never be happy

I can feel my heart crushed with a my pain

I don’t want to live in fear to have you disappear.

I don’t want to know it’s over to see you around.

I ask myself is this what I want to live for the rest of my life?

Do I really want to spend my days in hell?

Weeping and saying your name I need you.

Where are you?

Too have my heart beats as if I am going to die?

How can I live without, without pain?

How Can I live without a smile on my face?

How can I live without your voice in my head?

How Can I live without you in my mind of my memories?

How can I without looking into your eyes?

Those beautiful memories I still remember.

I melt inside for seeing a unique person that is you.

Having you still in my life mean everything in my heart.

I hold onto the walls so I won’t fell on my feet from the beauty in your face.

I always feel happy to see you.

I always feel the enjoyment of memory of your smile

I always feel happy of dreaming you

Wishing that you would be in my life forever

Besides wishing that I would dream of you

Dream of us be happy to have love that not a dying rose.

And I weep in tears come down more to know it is just dream.

I do anything to have you back in my life.

Looking for vision to break the circle of fear of died alone

Looking for a vision to break the circle of fear of forgetting the good memories that made me feel like a person

Underneath this Cyanide life, I can be free from my pain.

Underneath it all I can be in your life forever

It will never to become